Today I realised my Saha (magic in Arabic) has been missing for somedays. Thing is with cats u are not sure as they are so different to dogs and children, they do their own thing.

So I am sending Saha loving thoughts and hope she comes back to us soon, and is safe.

And it’s a lesson again about attachment, about letting go. We love to control and be sure … but the only certainty is death, and most things are illusion. We hide behind façade everyday and pretend everything is ok.

In my ideal way of being I live simply, in a place surrounded by bush and nature. Most meals cooked on the fire and lots of people, old and young to share with.

I hold my children in my eyes all day and at night I lay with my contemporary, my equal with whom I have respect and ponder over the stars and magic of firelight ……. waking up refreshed as the dawn breaks.

its a new day

<deep breath                        and exhale>

Dont get too attached to this fantasy ………………… Its all in my mind xxxx